-no more

Finally I've seen the hardships and setbacks of life.
True life.

What I went through in July/Oct, is not life.
It's something far worse than life.

This is life. I'll not live in hatred, but glad that I've finally seen whom I can call friends.
Shocked, but I expected it. Somehow.
It's me. The problem always lie with me. That's what I choose to think.

Friends are like cotton wools
a limit to their absorption
True friends are like cotton balls
a larger limit.

Can you use cotton balls to wipe your tears?
"they'll stick to your eyes"

"True friends are like coffee
Bitter but give you energy.
Can you use coffee to wipe your tears?
LOL.
No, but you can hide them.
How?
Say it's too bitter till you cried"
Some logic between me and another(:

Friends are like pillars.
"You can punch them"
"Protective. They can fall and kill."
"no, pillars dont fall"
"yes, some do.
there's conditions to being a pillar. to how strong a pillar, how trustworthy a pillar is.
what material are you?"
"fats"
"can fats kill?"
"you can drown"
"drown in fats"

concluded theory: "Some of such poor material. Wont be so protective but yet wont kill when fall.
Some of such like concrete. Protective but kill when fall."
"which are you?"
"neither"
"are you of the best, or the worst?"
"neither, avg"
"are you concrete yet wont kill, or plastic, yet kill"
"concrete i suppose"

Thanks alot for the talk. Sounds pretty ridiculous and I sound delirious. But it did help me laugh(:
I think to me, you're protective but kill when fall. Cause yer just so impt(:

I wont care anymore, abt what ppl think of me(: I shall just love those who loves me(:

DANCED- 9:56 PM